I sneak in to Blog because my little Lover (Maddie-Ann) is starting pre-school on Monday. She could have started tomorrow but I could not be that unprepared to let her go. I feel guilty with splashes of failing her not being able to do a "Mommy & Me" class everyday together but she has been asking to go to school since December. Maddie even remembered the school and started hopping as we came up to it and she saw all the slides and motorcycles they had to ride outside. She is always shy at first but then opens up. The kids were having quite time with the lights off and laying on little beds to rest. It really is preparing for kindergarden and its nauseating. The fact that she is not a baby anymore, that she is her own woman and I just want to protect her and shelter her from the storm and fight all her battles and make her Happy. So happy because her laugh and Morgan's laugh are truly the only thing that make me happy in this entire world. Is a business really worth all the time it takes away from raising your children?
